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just don't know in what category to put it...
and just wanted to write something in a journal...
I wrote this a long time, but this mood, doesn't leave me...
it is as if you want to be someone who you should be, but you can't...
and... I hope I translated it correctly...


Love... and Depression...

"Sometimes she leaves quiet, almost inaudible...
Sometimes she hysterics...
Sometimes she promises, always remember you...
Sometimes she doesn't want to see you never...
Sometimes... "

Just sat there, as if waiting for his awakening, she is quiet assembled, and left the room...
But he didn't sleep... he heard as she stood outside the door...
Maybe she wanted to stay... but still, she took her stuff and left...
Left the apartment... left from his life... without saying a word...
That left him love... he wanted to stop her...
But he couldn't... she wouldn't stay...
She just wanted to quietly leave...
Without unnecessary farewells... without dumb questions... without unsaid words... without Hope... Hope wanted to go with her... but still remains...
And only after some time went into the kitchen, drinking tea...
He wanted to believe that love will return...
But Faith has always been such a madcap...
She always went somewhere... looking for something...
Return at night and not saying a word went to bed...
He rose from bed and blinked looking out the window...
The sun blinded... the sky was cloudless...
Day was supposed to be wonderful... but seems not for him...
Suddenly, someone touched his shoulder...
He didn't look back, because he knew who it is...
She hugged him... perhaps trying to warm him...
But heat doesn't become...
He knew that she would come... or perhaps, she never left him...
Even when she was outside his field of vision...
She quietly followed him...
She waited... as if she knew that it would happen...
As if she knew him better than himself...

So he stayed with her...
When Love is gone...
Hope drank tea in the kitchen...
And Faith quietly slept until the evening...

And in this enveloping silence she said:
"Hi..."
And he answered:
"Hi... my Depression..."
  • Listening to: Thom Yorke - Hearing Damage
  • Reading: your thoughts
  • Watching: quietness
  • Playing: emptiness
  • Eating: muffins
  • Drinking: milk

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Allirion
Anatoly
Artist | Hobbyist | Varied
Russia
I trying to find something...
something in my mind...
something in my heart...
something in my soul...
something in this mad, mad world...

Current Residence: Moscow
Favourite genre of music: www.lastfm.ru/user/Tolik_iSnow
Operating System: xp
MP3 player of choice: EvilPlayer
Wallpaper of choice: space
Personal Quote: We sleep all life and we wake up only before death...
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SchroedingerTales Featured By Owner Jan 25, 2017  Professional Digital Artist
Thanks for the fav! :D
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katagro Featured By Owner Nov 1, 2016   Artist
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Hi! Glomp! 
Thank you with all 
my heart for fave!! Hug
I wish ya a nice day!! Hug
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390 by Flasho-D  
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ueufo Featured By Owner Jan 21, 2016
Thank you so much for the fav! (*´▽`*)
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Thanks for adding Just purrrfect to your favorites. I'm glad you like my art :)
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Thanks for the watch!
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Lulu-y-s Featured By Owner Nov 5, 2015  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Thank you for the watch! It means a lot to me ^^
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Thanks for the watch!!:hug:
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Ofride Featured By Owner Jul 22, 2015
HI! Thanks so much for the watch!! :love:
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